welcome to the carrd of the biggest death note tv drama fan on this stupid fucking floating rock we all live on. This is not a joke or a jest i have no personality outside of this stupid spinoff tv show. if you didnt like it i get it but why are you here king? i also love the manga and the japanese musical but i dont like the anime much. Sorry. its just the manga but, like, worse. except for the soundtrack, which slaps extremely hard.i like to draw and write analyses and also fic/rp. L is my fav character but i go crazy bananas about light, misa, and rem also. I just think they're neat.Everyone in death note did something wrong and if you like them without acknowledging that do you really like them? Do you really stan a character if you cannot accept their wrongdoings? Can you love just a piece of the whole?

i'm ducky!

  • 24

  • he/they/she

  • autistic

  • nb bisexual (TME)

  • white

  • yes i have brain disease. yes i have body disease. we exist

do not interact:

  • racists

  • fascists / cop supporters

  • LGBTphobes

  • pedophiles / pedophile apologists (including "anti-antis") / MAPs

  • TERFs and transmeds

  • ableists

  • fujoshis / fudanshis

  • if you use "autistic" as an insult or jokes where autism is the butt of the joke (e.g. "autistic screeching / REEEEE")

  • if you think genderbends aren't transphobic

death note specific:

  • if you think Kira Was Right, like, politically.

  • if you believe in/are a fan of first!L / the ryuzaki persona fanon. it's ableist. on that note, if you argue with autistic ppl who claim that L is autistic coded go away.

  • if you think L isnt japanese whatsoever and write/draw him as such. being mixed doesnt make him a watered down version of a person of color

MY DEATH NOTE BLOG!
odds are if you're here you came from this blog but who knows!
here are my major tags:

“I want to be soft, to say here is my underbelly and I want you to hold the knife, but I don’t know what I want you to do: plunge or mercy. I deserve both. I want to hold and be held.” – Nicole HomerA dramaverse au where Light is shot by Higuchi at the end of episode 7 and doesn't regain his memories or the Note.Read here!

these are my death note headcanons. they are almost entirely dramaverse (or au based on dramaverse) do NOT be fooled by the manga icons. mello is admittedly more mangaverse but i make him a separate person in my drama writing/art so it works.

L

  • autistic

  • gay

  • cis intersex

  • abandoned by his mother for being autistic and homeless for some time before being discovered by Watari

  • bottles his feelings on principle and is adamant that he has no issues whatsoever

  • works out of the House or hotels for most cases (the Kira case is the exception)

  • is intensely germaphobic but it's entirely in his head so to speak. things are clean if he thinks they're clean, not necessarily if they're actually clean

  • has a citrus allergy but doesn't know it. loves to eat citrus especially oranges and lemons (in, like, tarts. not whole lemons)

  • adores schlocky, slapstick comedy shows and lighthearted media over anything pseudo-intellectual or with a message to say

  • plays rhythm games passionately. his favorite is OSU! but he also owns a set of taiko drums which he goes bananas on regularly

  • loves the image of a slightly cloudy blue sky. it's his aesthetic.

  • sleeps with five hundred pillows on the rare occasion he sleeps

  • had a crush on his childhood friend Kamoda but projected the feelings onto his favorite idol, Misa

  • enjoys kitschy knick-knacks and has filled his bedroom with them

  • loves cooking with a passion and also collects special knives

Light

  • has anxiety and depression

  • gay and suffering from comp het

  • trans man. wears the plaid shirt of plausible deniability

  • poor and forced to work in a bar to pay for college

  • forced to be in the maternal role in his household upon the passing of his mother

Misa

  • lesbian and also suffering from comp het

  • misa's stalker approached her when she was just beginning her career; it scared her so much that she paid someone to scrub all of her personal information off of the internet and from the public eye and then rebranded herself. MISA AMANE is not her real name.

  • her real name is ichiko but her parents called her ichigo.

  • both an idol and an actress; has a cooking show called MISA MISA'S HAPPY SWEETS

  • her band 「イチゴ BERRY」 is kawaii metal, the same genre as BABYMETAL

  • colors her hair but the roots grow WAAAAAY out during her confinement

  • has a passion for aerobics and is deceptively strong physically

  • also enjoys art and draws in her free time

HUMAN AU

  • half black, half japanese

  • autistic; feels distanced from other people and feels like she doesn't understand them

  • friends with L. bond over being autistic and gay pining after one half of the yagami-amane couple

  • keeps poetry in a notebook

Rem

  • lesbian

  • black coded

  • shinigami are typically sexless, but many who are interested in humans take interest in human genders and want to claim some form of it for themselves. rem is adamantly a woman.

  • in person looks more like a tree than a skeleton

Near

  • has a dissociative disorder and is autistic

  • also has albinism

  • trauma from previous family

  • transmasculine nonbinary; uses they/them and he/him

  • L and Mello's adoptive brother

  • thai and japanese

  • knows british sign language and uses it when they're nonverbal

  • bonded with L as a child through bringing him shiny blue baubles and glass for L's ongoing collection of blue found objects. watari did not approve of this

  • made the mello puppet himself and is deeply proud of it. mello absolutely hates it but near brings it everywhere and does a terrible mello impression

  • big fan of origami

  • doesn't like sweet foods. exclusively eats extremely dark chocolate and chilli pepper chocolate

  • not actually religious. he has a rosary gifted from his late mother with sentimental value pre-mafia. the rest is just gangster aesthetic (tm)

  • the de facto leader of the orphanage. all of the other children defer to him and Near because they're the eldest and L's brothers.

Mello

  • deaf and blind on one side post-explosion

  • abandonment issues from his shitty parents

  • cis bi

  • feminine presentation and masculine mannerisms

  • white

  • not a natural blonde

Haha ok bye